I don't cry--- usually

PI haven't been on forever and of course the first thing I post about is death- 

My family lost a friend of our a couple of Satutdays ago due to an awful accident. It was the most crazy thing and ended in the worst possible way it could, my moms best friend was gone...

I am usually the strong one, and this time wasn't much different. Me and my sister got my moms air plane ticket changed and I got her to the airport at. 4:30 am. Then she was off to Tennessee, where it had happened and where the funeral would be. 

me and my mom are very close, as for my moms best friend and her daughter... Who I hope to one day be like..  I started thinking how I would handle it if this had happened to my mom, and then I couldn't imagine what she was going through, losing her mom while still so young-  I can't imagine losing my mom at all, defiantly not at this age... Then I started thing about my mom- this was her best friend... What if that had happened to me- my best friend is awesome! She is my kids god mother, and like the sister I didn't have growing up! She is my rock even when she doesn't know it! She just gets me, as my mom and her best friend. 

Just makes me sad that is has happened... And like I said I am the strong one- so I put on my face and went to face the day and helped planned the memorial we had for her in town and got ready for my mom to come home. 

Went and got my mom from the airport with my sister in law and the kids... You would of thought my mom had been gone for months! Lol it sad cute how much they missed her! 

Here is braxton waiting for grandma! Lol 

Her memorial was beautiful, it was amazing way to remember her. Her daughter brought the whole place to tears with a song she sung called "Stars" and then got us again when she talked about her mom. She reminded us that we need to tell the people we love that we love them and if u are proud of them tell them. Don't wait, cause u don't know if it will a tomorrow.. She told us she was glad she had told her mom all of this and was happy that her mom had told her the same.  

So since this one was only rambling on and on.. Lol tomorrows will be better and I hope to at least post 3 times a week- 

School has started so I should had a lot to talk about :) good night :) 

Mom and my boys FaceTime-ing when she was gone :)